Get emo last nite. Feeling low...miss mom!



Some people say don't live by the past. But I am and always will. Cause that's

all I ever had.



Memories of mom...the reason to stay strong. She's my peace of mind in

this crazy world.



Sometimes terkilan gak tak dpt tunaikan her wish when mom sihat dulu. Simple

things like temankan gi beli barang, sit and really 'talk' with her, cook

for her, and lots of other thing. And now...I'm dying to do anything for her.



I think I tried my best to take care of her during the last days. But not best enuf.

Can't save her, Can't take away her pain, don't know how to make her

comfortable. Never felt soo weak and helpless in my entire life. But Bapak

is the most supportive. "Trust in faith", thats what he always said.