The last day of Ramadhan. I went to ziarah kubur petang tadik sensorang after ujan benti. Ramai gak orang time tuh datang ziarah. The gloomy weather buat lagik rasa sedey. I feel nothing but lonely...and the awful feeling when i have to walk from Bapak's kubur to Mom's.

The fact that this year...i dont have to prepare baju raya for Bapak. And for the first time tak buat takbir raya kat umah. I really missed those years biler pagi raya dapat salam tangan bapak and mom, mintak ampun dan maap. Sigh.


Setinggi mana kasih sayangku, Allah lebih berhak menyayangimu
Damai la engkau disana di bawah rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya,
Sesungguhnya aku akan menyusulmu di kemudian hari...Al-Fatihah.