All that you can't leave behind (where you end and I begin)



I hereby tendering my resignation today...in other word, QUIT MY JOB :D



Time masuk jumpa my superior, dia dah nampak aku pegang envelope. she said NO! aihh lom baca lagik dah reject. tapik sukati aku ler kan nak benti. after dot det dot det, she finally smiled and said OK, all the best. phew! sorang pon aku tak bagitau pasal nih, and i really meant sorang pon, till today ;) Fuz yang depan macik pon terkejut² dengo. hahaha...but macik respect my decision. dun worilah, i'll hand over my job properly punya. i'm oredi ahead of schedule so i won't leave shit behind. Its a huge relief. After opis reramai singgah umah W @ kota dsara. gi tgk newborn baby, adam hakimi is soo kiut. makan² burak², lepas magrib baru blah. so this wud be the last time aku jumpa w. next year biler dia masuk opis balik, i won't be around. huk huk!

yumm! epi bday wa.



Thank you all for last nite. Couldn't be happier how yesterday ends. Feel blessed surrounded by wonderful friends.

With arms Outstretched Rilio Killey



Officially one year older!

If it's 8 years ago, i'll probably be comparing the gifts wether its better than the last time. I used to chase simple things of life. I think I still am :P But certain things are different now. Lookin at my track, wonder how did i do within this year and the importance of what lies beneath, on what I had achieve and haven't. banyak lagik lom tercapai...coz one of the point is i'm still rooted and running on the same spot. I'm daring myself to move.



I want to thank those who called, who wished, which reminds me why it's great to have made it to one more birthday.

Saturday attend open house Eton and Mas @ Flat Sri Melaka. Since ujan lebat giler, aku lak tatau nak pi umah diaorang, singgah umah makyah dolu kengkonon nak tgk2 ler apa2 yang patut ditolong since diaorang dah start masak2 tok kenduri ari ahad. yang yenyer aku nak kutip john sbb budak nih siap lembap yaamat. lepaih makan2...around 6 pi report duti kat kedai. malam sket si wan and arip tetiba nak singgah. then de jan, akmal and jaa, gi makan kat area sri penara.



Sunday, pi kenduri makyah. ensem ar adik pengantin pompuan! huakkss! :D time balik singgah lagik satu kenduri kat lorong umah. malam gi open house umah zet. the last one for this year....huhu! macih zet!

W dah slamat gave birth to a baby boy @ Pusrawi. December baby yeah! I was thinkin of getting myself a real treat sempena nak cecah angka baru nih. like what arr? spa ker, heee can't think of one rite now. better start makin a list.

Watched Gurinder Chadha film, Bride and Prejudice. It doesn't tickle me at all as in Bend it like Beckham. Well it's spose to be a Bollywood musical in English with Aishwarya as a lead. But dem...it was like 'duh' all the way. *cringe! cringe and yawn!*

Attend norai's wedding @ gombak. My gawd, lama giler tak jumpa dia since she start kejer @ kedah and now jumpa dah jadik bini orang. hahah! my close fren in TIKL, miss those days, layan imagination tak hingat! this is the 1st time aku dok makan kat meja pengantin, sbb kena paksa ngan tuan umah. dan terpaksaler makan 2 kali. then gi open house belah susu near batu caves. macam² ader tapik tak larat nak rasa sumer coz gap makan lauk kenduri dekat sangat. full giler. peh tuh shoot to zect's @ TTDI. skali ngan rina gerak gi umah aiza @ Klang. nih pon menu meriah gak.



nak gi umah din lak kat pjaya so janji ngan mad jumpa kat tesco gi sesama. skali sesat daaa. a few times gi pon still sesat. thehehe. makan² lagik, around 10 made a move. sampai umah de open house lorong lak. adeh...dah lalu depan khemah sure kena stop nya ngan jenjiran. terpaksa ler makan sket, wpon tak larat, since we oredi paid. rugi kalo tak makan. series tahun nih meriah ngan open house, plus kenduri kawen. wokie, gettin to sleep now, can't barely open my eyes!

Friday nite went to Ihsan's open house @ DJ. Saturday I was in Perak, attend kenduri kawen anak mak naa. 3 pasang pengantin...haha sonang! 3 theme kaler, 3 bedrooms, 1 pelamin tho. and dat wud be all! Boit!

How to make every day feel like Friday

Wear colour: Ditch boardroom black for orange, purple and pink. You'll feel more positive in seconds.

Get outside: Go for a walk; fresh air and exercise will help clear your mind.

Laugh, a lot: Laughter boosts the immune system, lowers blood pressure, and increases energy levels.

Keep things tidy: Clear the rubbish on your desk and throw away those old Post-it notes - you'll be more productive.

8 ppl and 3 cars picked me up yesterday. thehehe! headed to umah akmal. then gi umah lan lak kat carjunk. macam ari laksa sedonia! sampai umah, pak long A called kater nak mai. bulih ajerr...skali turn up 6 biji keta, adus! dia bawak skali adik bradik tiri, pak ngah mak ngah, mak tam, spupu spapat dari penang. heee aku rasa pas nih kalo btembung tepi jalan pon aku tak cam jugak. it was fun. tiring but fun.



Just finished watching Finding Neverland. Bes ler jugak...erm yeker bes? ker bes tgk Johnny Depp. He's wearing the boyish look again. Huhu! 7 perhentian wpon aku tgk sket, it's a flop movie i must say. tak suker ar dengar dialog diaroang....ewww!

Almost a week now since kena blocked from using the internet @ opis. Co. kemuutt! Gigih aku baca email bebudak nih yang cecah 100 emails per day during lunch hour or @ home. Terpaksaler gelak lambat kalo diaorang wat lawak, nak reply dah basi. huaaa!



Nothing much happened tho. S just got back from Aust after 1 month hol, i've got 1 xtra gift from her, nice! while W is expecting to deliver this week. Dia nerves kalo contraction kat opis, oh-oh, heee. When she start maternity leave nanti, i'll be most dem bored! she's the person who can keep my sanity at the opis plus keepin me awake. Coz the other person can make me cuckoo wit all the nonsense-ridiculous-silly story.



And oso a lil accident, di mana kipas stand aku yang gagah duduk atas almari jatuh btol² on my head at 2 a.m. Mamai + biol aku dibuatnya, earthquake kah?! Bukanler sbb aku tdo ganas, tidak sama skali! tapik sbb de comforter yang terjun dari closet lantas terkena pada kipas lalu kedua² objek nih menghempap subjek yang brada di paksi selari yakni aku! Alhamdulillah, slamat kipas tuh tak on. Hmmm...



Have a luvly weekend guys. Enjoy all the open houses!

Saturday after work straight gi braya umah wan. Then Yulie's house. Sumer makan sodap². Malam lak gi umah aunty Nora. Dia wat open house skali ngan bday party tok cucu dia. for one whole day aku makan dengan sungguh² hingga tahap maksima. fuh sib tak demam. balik trus flat. sungguh tak semenggah.



Sunday gi kenduri BB @ kajang. Cam reunion pon yer jugak. Heheh jumpa ngan budak bandaraya cam Suhana yang aku dah lama tak jumpa since 1994. Definitely makin cun and still bubbly. Fatimah since 1996. Windu siot! Mik² gambar...peh tuh gi braya umah Inot and their classmate Indra. petang baru balik. mengahh!



Congratulations to the newly wed, BB and Ilham. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu :D

Aku suker giler melampau tgk site bebudak nih mik gambar. nice touch, angle, technique dan juger faces ;) superb. rasa hepi jer tgk...wpon tak kenal. haha!



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The day before raya

Spose wat takbir raya from house to house, dalam kol 12 baru jemaah surau sampai umah aku, since last year my house was the 1st one, this year diaorang start anti clockwise. naik lembik aku tunggu...siap lentok2 tgk tv dolu. huhuh! lepas abis tinggal sensorang balik. dalam kol 1 pagi baru diaroang berjaya bis singgah sumer umah.



1st day raya

prepared few meals. lepas balik smayang raya, makan-makan, then gi ziarah pusara mom. balik lepak jap, layan budak datang raya, then buat2 tdo. :D malam, zect, rush ngan akmal datang. ahaks...first time my frens came over on 1st raya.



2nd day raya

dari pagi dah start prepare masak tok rombongan sg buloh. 5 famili nak dientertain...since chef dah balik, slamat aku tayah masak. tolong chop2, blend itu ini ajerr. diaorang sampai siap bawak buah tangan bird nest lar, bunga and biskut lar. cam klako pon de. makan2 burak2 bagai nak rak, layan album ngan vid wedding karen. call off the night



3rd day raya

ari nih aunty nora and famili lak nak datang. baru jer plan nak gi braya umah diaorang, but they beat us first. hahah the menu is much more simpler tho...since smalam dah pulun abis, x larat dah rasanya. rupenya famili intan pon de skali. yoshh!



4th day raya

pepagi dah sesiap gi DJ. watper? kejer lar! haiyaaa!

Rabu ari tuh berjaya gak gi buffet McD. Yeay! dok ajak akmal ngan wld. end up wld came wit giman. info trafik hitz yang akmal dengar tak accurate. thehehe! so me, zect and 'em gi kota damansara. sampai sana nazman pon de (melantak mcD lagik budak nih! hahah). order punya order, aku takder lar makan banyak mana sperti yang dicita2 muahaha. only 2 pcs chicken, 1 fillet, 1 mcDeluxe, 1 sundae choc, 5-6 sudu bubur, 2 fries. hmmmmph, lebam jugak ar! quarterpounder tah kemana, double cheeseburger lagik lar tak mandang. next time kena tukar teknik sequence. (^o^)



Khamis...Hepi deepavali! aktiviti mencuci dan menyental spanjang ari sekaligus mengakibatkan fingerprint thumb aku ilang tok kesekian kalinya sbb sabun terlampau. tskk raya punya pasal.



andaikater tak sempat nak online lagik, aku nak mik kesempatan nih wish y'all slamat ari raya. mintak ampun dan maap kalo de tersalah cakap, terkasar bahasa. kalo de kesempatan mohler singgah braya umah cek noo. boittt!

Saturday

'Skip' kejer to do some last minute shopping @ jln Tar. Masuk Semua House ujan lebat giler. Stuck dalam 3 hours. Susu called, ajak gi SH. haha, i'm oredi in SH. so naik 5th floor, jumpa dia ngan BB @ Sayang You. Yoshhh shopping tok barang hantaran :-) I didn't know SH ader kedai lagik kat atas², besar lak tuh, cam SSF. Around 4 baru sampai umah. Sesiap gi buka posa lak. Tunggu walad, datang ngan jaa and mie.







Venue: Be Be's Cafe, Capitol Hotel

Gather ngan UTM bunch. About 35 ppl. The food was okay. Maybe to worn-out to enjoy the food. Plus the pix in my cam is blurry, much to my dissapointment. Asal start new main dishes tukaq tempat hehe. Tried nasi+lauks, sate, ayam percik, pizzas, abc, ice-cream. Tapik time tuh memang dah rasa full giler (cemana zet leh sumbat lagik megi goreng Jasima?) haha! mik² gambar, and oso got my tart nenas...yeah yeah! Balik crash zect lak, since yang len nak gi jalan Tar. Watched OTH, kapuff...flat!



Sunday

Cleanin out my closet :P and then what's spose to get rid of old shoes, became get rid of the whole almari. jadik banyak lak kejer. and i eksidently killed a lizard in the process. Grosss! Around noon, Emi dropped by mik tart yulie. Again tak dan lagik nak tido dah 4 p.m, Misz called nak datang. Burak² sambil siap, we then headed to KDE.







Venue: Kelab Darul Ehsan, Ampang

Buka posa ngan bebudak TIKL, commerce and electric. ader lar dalam 33 orang. Adoilaa sumer muka and sizes len giler hehe, ader yang 7 years tak jumpa. izhan and zul always a gud combination to sit around with. Dok ngan classmates ar, nak mingle sumer aku tak hapal nama, ader yang tatau pon their existence...ptth ;)! this time fud is indoor and outdoor with stalls. had nasi+lauks, kebab, salad, rojak, bread pudding, yong tau fu, ice-cream. time nak bayar, quite a while jugak nak tunggu kerol kira. wakakaka, baper banyak assistant+auditors dia pakai soh kira duit ngan orang again and again. yang len tgk pon penin sama.



A splendid weekend i must say! but now baru tingat, i haven't pay a visit to doc to get 'MC'. Seyy lorr!

Whatever we may be, for better or for worse, we are thus initially and “naturally” “idiots of the family.”

Peter Sloterdijk (73)



Masuk ari nih punya title...dah 10 buku aku wat pasal Shakespeare. Diaorang nih dah takder mende len ker nak tulih. Every prosa Shakespeare's play diaorang kaji. Buhsannya...more and more of Hamlet's confusion, kecintaan Ophelia. Yang peliknya ramai chose to write about Hamlet. Romeo and Juliet tak dak pon.



Be thy intents wicked or charitable,

Thou com’st in such a questionable shape

That I will speak to thee.

Hamlet, 1.4.21–23

Attend Karen and Chin's wedding reception yesterday @ Mount Kiara Equest. The dinner was fabs! the ritual yam seng session where all the guests toasts to the bride. there's aunts (mom's kazen) yang baper kurun aku tak jumpa...kenalkan anak² diaorag yang skang sumer ensem² blaka. huhuh! i can't help having a silly smile on my face! sorang tuh muka ala² malay gitu...dem!

lagik 15 minit kol 8 baru aku bangun. masuk kejer kol 8. bagus sungguh aku nih. opis bukannya depan umah. tskkk...ari selasa ari tuh ponteng half day sbb bangun lambat gak. tapik ari nih memang kejer half day, hapa jadahnya. pegi kejer jugaklah jawabnya...lambat pon lambat lar. tak kosa nak stayback ganti...

Today baru dapat catch up Olay reality tv show, Aspirasiku. ala-ala the apprentice jugaklar sket. bes and i oredi have black mark on one of the contestant, tini. pangai sama cam Sam in apprentice. heheh.



Neway aku anti giler tgk model/ spokeperson for Bio-essence advertisement. Tolon lar...whats with the dress? tak sesuaaai duh!

Pi jenjalan kat jln masjid india ngan jalan tar. bes giler. cuaca pon x panas. memang sesuai aktiviti browsing from one shop to another. jalan yang baru buat bumbung tuh dh bukak since 1st ramadhan i think, i like the stuff they're selling and the new 'facelift', but then...their stalls. aiyoh! macam peti ais aluminium aper jek...saper lar punya design? jalan punya jalan....i have an eye for baju kurung in like 3 shops. dats a gud sign! price for baju mlayu pon okey, the assortment of food on sale. etc, etc. seriesly for me, this year punya gerai way much better than last year.



banyak naw benda bes nak belek, tuh yang tak gak sampai² semua house. kalo tak kerna nak ujan, memang aku truskan mission. tapik patah balik ler jugak...sblom the sky opened up and raining cats and dogs.

gagal lagik cobaan tok beli popia basah. smalam abis lagik awal. huwaaaa!

Haze...

Daze...



Banyak mende nak pk nak buat. banyak jugak mende nak kena beli. maka banyak giler mende nak pakai duit. skip ar bulan nih ngan next month takmo bayar loan stadi. sukati aku jek. tahun lepas aku wat camni gak...diaorang senyap jek. so aku pon senyap sampai ler ker awal tahun nih. baru datang surat soh sambung bayar. cheitt.



ari nih baru start pasang lagu raya. hohoh!



ari nih jugak aku nak carik popia basah. smalam kempunan.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.

I love you a million of sweddish fish

I love you back with millions of red M&Ms...

:)

Just now attend Adly's Graduation + Qdees Annual Concert @ IYC. Huhuh...watched him doin the Bangra thang! Adly u made acu so proud! In spite of his last attempt to dance at previous concert in old kindergarden, screaming his lungs out. We kinda wait with sweaty palm. Well he made it this time! Cayolah!

Me: Hulo, McD uptown?

McD: Yes, ur phone no. please...

Me: 012-***

McD: Owh cik liza yer. Address ss22...

Me: Errr...yes (nampak sangat muka aku yang asik order mcD kat opis nih)

McD: okay...nak order per?



I'm having burger for lunch. Tuh jer...agagaga.

Apo nak buat biler nampak someone's pants kinda ripped off blah blakang. benang pants orang tuh cam dah stretched so aku rasa aku nampak undies dia hahaha...takkan lar dia pakai dark blue pants, and benang dia kaler beige kat tetengah. pesen baru kah? ingat aku sorang pasan skali de indon yang diri depan aku pon dok stare at her *ss. siut jeh!



shudnt bother....tutup mata. tido! tido! tapik biler bukak mata orang tuh tak turun2 lagik. aiyakk...so time nak turun tuh, i offer her my seats. tahler tahpaper lah aku nih!

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately

All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind

I'm tired of looking 'round rooms

Wondering what I've got to do or who I'm supposed to be

I don't want to be anything other than me

-Gavin Degraw...I dont want to be-



Dapat gak donlod lagu nih. Macih Zect!

Hepi burfday big sis! What does it feels like hittin 30? heheh. Tomoro i want to pay a visit to a place. Lama dah rasanya tak pegi. Hmmmm...

'Are you an adultescent?' article in this month, Cleo is soo true. I'm an adult....but nowhere closer to proper grown-up. Terpk ler jugak naper lar aku camnih, ya know short-term planning, putting off commitments, asik nak bersuka ria, and the list go on. It's always bout me and me first. The article wrote, it's not necessarily a conscious choice, unless you really want to. So it does normal lar...this 'sindrom-taknakmature'.



'But no matter how happy you are living for today, there will be moments when you wonder if this is really where you're supposed to. ' (began to wonder long time ago) But (lagik) forcing yourself to think about the future just because you feel like you should is only likely to make you miserable. Eventually, it will probably just happen naturally. (Hopefuli! or am i using this article as an excuse to make me feel berra?)

Title: Legend of Speed

Channel: 8tv

Gazing at: Mars, Mars...ooo Mars *sigh*

smalam folo rombongan my so-called brother nyer engagement kat kg subang. beautiful reception :D because of his sirih junjung yang didelivered ke umah aku lar, jenjiran kat lorong aku nih ingat aku yang nak bertunang. punya lar diaorang 'concern' siap soh and escort delivery guy tuh antar kat kafe coz tader orang kat umah, which instead he shud wait, sbb dia tlebey awal. yang dia pegi dengar cakap jenjiran aku apsal. series kalut!



citer nih panjang lagik sebenonya tapik maleh nak citer. tapik time diaorang sibuk tanya saper punya sirih junjung, bapak aku dengan burinknya jawab, tuh dia punya, dia yang nak bertunang. ekekeke...senyap pon diaorang!



* rege rokok udah naiikkk! wish him stop smoking or at least reduce the amount. but will he? nottt!

caught up with munchy gaze. agaggaa. aku tgh turun, dia tgh naik escalator. aku tgh kunyah, dia pon tgh kunyah. memasing tersengih cam siot. nak tersembur biskut aku. hak hak!



neway nana oredi drawn out raya plan. she's going back to PD malam raya soo dat she can be back in KL 1st raya. sesorang jer la aku malam raya nanti...if bapak folo takbir raya house to house. adeh dah start syahdu dah nih. and if bapak nak buat takbir raya kat umah, abislarrr parah, pagi raya lagik huhu! too soon to think, but then again....have to :P

Congrats to Lissa on her engagement :D

udah tgk PGL :D almost awesome for malay movie. cumer major turn off sultan melaka + kelembapan citer.

Selamat hari merdeka 47th!



Langkawi trip went well :D island hopping, cable car, chocs and cigs hunting, and so on. sampai umah around 4 a.m. guess i was lucky sampai around dat hour, coz bapak tak larat nak tanya banyak. heheh coz....



"akuuu puuulangg tanpaaa handsettt!"



begone my phonebook! huarghhh! neway...my heartiest congrats to Yulie & Sham. Happy engagement :D

@ one of the island

milik saper kah kaki ini?

aku erm...tetiba tingin nak main permainan tradisional. Batu seremban! stau a2 tader jual kat kedai cam congkak tuh ha. katner leh carik?

Pretty wasted weekend. stuck at home feeling sick. rok pon dah slamat fly...all the best to ya. owh luper ari tuh gi tgk theatre Tart Nenas @ Matic. Bleh tahan lawak gak. nama citer pon kiut, sure rasa tart yang diaorang dok pulun spanjang citer tuh pon sedap! Lama giler tak makan tart. wawa a2 nak booking in advance leh? cheese tart yang gebu tuh?

Baru balik from cafe melepet ngan bebudak nih yang mai cheras. Neway smalam tgk Catwoman @ Ue3. we bought tix 15 minutes b4 the show, and there was only 7 ppl in the cinema. hehe no hassle. tapik cinema tahap Perling Mall lar.



watching benjamin brett on da screen...woishh! my heart goes brett brett...brett brett! i never knew playin basketball can be so sexy. hahaha. the rest is claws part...garfield pon x jalan cam halle berry.

2 clothes and 2 shoes. *Hepi hepi sigh* sian zect yang sabo menunggu. heheh :D

Geramnyer tabley abiskan level 7 Spidey 2 GBA. Tpaksa browse internet for cheat codes...x dak pon! Salah keyword kot. asik tingat cegana nak masuk theatre yang MJ blakon. Balik umah jer, Adly sure pressure aku soh abiskan level tuh, sampai tak dan offer time aku tgh mandi, "acu nak main spidey?" lepaih tuh, "alaaaa apsal takleh" hampeh! ingat aku per...tukang unlock game. Dahler tader bad guy dlm level tuh, somehow, tatau cegana nak men dah. kwang! kwang! kwang! Anyone know?

I think I have the standard disease of the decade. I know I want something but I don't really know exactly what that something is. Something better? Something different?  I'm getting closer and drunker by the minute.

Tatau cegana leh terkuar topik nih ngan bapak. but somehow what and how he said kinda meaningful, based on citer lama dia...'First luv memang susah tok diluperkan, tapik biler dah jumpa orang yang lagik baik as pengganti, kiter pasti bleh luperkan orang tuh. time tuh sendiri akan tau, hubungan tuh lar yang akan kekal sampai biler²'. This is deep. Srooott!

pas kejer, wawa fetched g umah dia. lepak sat then gi umah zet. naik keta baru dia, blackie...yeay! g mik fwz, str8 to sunway pyramid. makan² kat d'france, baru lar si mad, akml ngan wan joined. move lak ker TCRS. and we bought a cake for mad. hepi burfday yaww! balik naik keta baru gik...hahaha GTI akml.

Sat for an english test the other day. dat was the 3rd test! lepaih nih tataular hapa lagik diaorang nak test. archery kot?



And today i got free spidey tix. Uncle Vic came over at my desk and cakap nak tgk wallpaper aku yang which happen to be spidey at dat time. kengkonon nak strike a conversation la tuh, u suka spiderman ka? i got 2 tix, u mau pegi tak? errrk...dia nih nak soh aku teman dia tgk ker hapa ker? aku cam terkaget nak jawab, sib dia sambung, u ajaklar sapa² tgk, sambil tunjuk eila kat seats dia. ahaha of course nak lar then! tak kisahlar wpon saya dah tgk wayang tuh.

I havta handle Maths book, stlah beberapa purnama tak kena. Very sickening! Dahler due dah dekat. Math Type s/ware lak buat lawak, sukati dia jer nak tukaq symbol len wpon dah save banyak kali. pehtuh takmo stayback lak tuh. Heheh!



After work, went str8 to cafe. And then....a guy yang slalu appear in tv commercial came wit couple of his friends. huhu! hensem, what a sight. dalam ad usually he have this clean cut face, but just now he look so haggard yet appealing. hak hak. broad beb! bsemangat aku mik order.



wokey till then, hopefuli everyone can make it tomoro nyer plan. boit!

Watch this bridal/tuna advertisement. sweeettt! pls donlod, only 676kb wmv type. put a smile on ur face :D

These past few days i had to adjust with new schedule. Nana oredi starts operating her new 'thang'. I was there on da 1st day petang...seriesly overwhelming response. sampai ketaq paler lutut wat waitressing. at one point, aku dah tak larat nak diri. nak cuci pinggan pon sambil duduk. Nana's new staff, Jai, very organize. maintain jek tapi wat kejer cepat giler. i dont even saw him sweat. go figure! we oredi have regular customer on da 1st day itself. bunch off teeny-bopper yang datang like 5 times. and one of em even try to flirt. yeah like i'm going to give him discount rate. *lol* looks like 2moro i still have to give hand. i'm way sore!!



went to watched Spidey-2 wit H @ TGV. and then finally dapat gak tgk harry potter, but the first 10 minutes spoiled because there's no sound! cenggana lar diaorang pasang! one man yang dah tak sabo yelled, yang len cam aku nih, just munch the popcorn in uncomfortable silence heheh. but anyway i'm thru wit all my craving movie list for this month. yay!

Got to see rainbow today. beautifool. some myth says leprechaun moves thru rainbow. am i so terribly bored dat i was thinkin of leprechaun??? gosh!



Am taking 2 days off. It's like a criminal applying to get outta jail when i passed the leave form. They never make it easy. Sungguh lar susah nak mintak cuti! annual leave aku...sukati ar aku nak cuti biler!

Currently borrowed and reading Dreaming of a Stranger-Sheila O'Flanagan. It just confirm my worst nightmare about relationship! agagaga... Dreams aren't always what they seem. And only time will tell if real life can be as satisfying as a dream.

Latest addiction is Chicken Floss - Bread Story. Dulu nak beli biler singgah midvalley jek. since now de new outlet kat m.jamek, i'll be hop-in more often for the next couple of weeks sampai lar dah burink makan. haha same goes Roti Boy. sanggup singgah KLCC smata nak beli this bread. but now i'm over it.



Somehow, da road in MJamek now became more alive with all the too-familiar signage emblazoned create a temptation for strollin in spite of throngs of ppl, compared once upon a time ago nak jalan pon rasa conscious and over-alert (ekceli skang pon still does..duh!). I never like MJamek before. It always smells, easily flood, not to mention the crowd and a very old building around. and now...only this small potion one of the building has improved!

From my point of view, Malaysian Idol is almost too much. Too many unnecessary talks and interviews, not too mention very dragging. Tang nyanyi nyer sket jer. takleh nak gelak besar²an. dia punya suntingan tabes, its like something is missing. and the judges...roslan aziz talks too much with lame jokes, fauziah latiff asik ulang aper yang other judges cakap, she didn't have much of her own opinion anyway, paul moss bulih lar.



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Dinner at NZ, Wangsa Maju. Its a great place to hang-out. lotsa ppl to watch. but the service is kinda slow takleh lawan Tomyam 2000.

Personal note: When a waiter drop a paper with scribble handwriting on it, he must be meant to spell PAID, not his name which least possibly could be PAUL. kih kih!

I sat for an aptitude test @ tv3 yesterday, which turns out an IQ test from MENSA. pergh..tak spasal eksesais mata. but besaler tak sempat nak jawab sumer. zaki offered soh tiru paper dia. huhu per lagik! yang si zureen lak tiru aku. sure marks IQ jadik below 100. bak kater orang mensa tuh if below 100 is not stupid but slow. yoh! cuba bagi 2 jam, konpem bleh jawab sumer. ahakz! i dunno how this gonna effect my application. hope not! this time they combined 2 sessions yang 1st interview ari tuh and shortlisted. mostly yang de is from my session, 2 jer from session lain. on day way balik ajak susu gi minum. so we're off to midvalley. then balik.



today is the last day of 'clean-and-non-smell air' in the opis. cause tomorrow karupillay will start workin after 2 weeks holiday. its gonna be dreadful! there's so many things for her to catch up with copy editing titles. and i'm one of her favourite person she would most likely to see regarding the matter. and balik tadik for the first time tumpang 'makcik', my boss yang garang giler, since dia nak balik awal. so eila tumpang sampai bangsar. aku lak tumpang sampai depan umah (umah dia dekat jer ngan umah aku). koh! koh!



Notes: National Geographic Special last nite about Saddam Hussein is very interesting!

Down! down giler rite now. nih yang rasa nak....tsk! nih yang rasa nak makan kinder bueno bebanyak!



So many things to say, but some things are better left not. How to fix it tho? These are one of the things in life that cannot be teach by anyone. hou san fuuu ar!

Nightmare neighbour. How gross can they be? Ewww!!



Currently working on:

Constructing Global Civil Society

Public Private Partnership

Governance of East Asian Corporations

Global Regulation

United Nations Disarment Processes in Intra-State Conflict.



Yoshhh!! Sume deadline dekat². Drop dead! *mind boggle* Look at those titles. It's soo boring with capital B. It's all charts, graphs, maps, tables. I missed doing encyclopedia type.

This is kinda cute. For light reading :D. Taken from Squeak.



Every evening

as I'm laying here in bed

This little prayer keeps running

through my mortal head.

God bless my mom and dad,

and bless my little child.

And take care of my spouse

when things start getting wild...

And God there's one more thing

I wish that you could do.

Hope ya don't mind me askin

but please bless my 'puter too?

Now I know that it's not normal

to bless a MOTHER BOARD.

But listen just a second

while I explain to you, my lord

you see, that little metal box

holds more than odds and ends.

Inside those small components

rest a hundred of my 'BEST FRIENDS'.

Some it's true I've never seen

and most I've never met.

We've never shaken hands

or shared a meal as yet...

I know for sure they like me

by the kindness that they give.

And this little scrap of metal

is how i travel to where they live.

by faith is how I know them

much the same as I know You.

I share in what life brings them

from that our friendship grew.

PLEASE take an extra minute

from your duties up above,

to bless this hunk of metal

that's filled with so much love.

-Author Unknown.-

Putra LRT with new Hotlink skin for Euro 2004. Tak cukup dinding, tingkap, bumbung, dia diorang boh kat lantai plak cam tikar getah kaler hijau. memula masuk rasa cam nak bersila pon de ahaha. ader one group of giggling girls main lompat² kat circles striker, midfield, etc. cam bengong dlm tren pon nak main lompat²! kalo de bola time tuh mmg aku bagi!

rabu...ari ketiga aku jumpa budak krp. hehe this time, RINA (budak krp gak kan :D). koh koh! not klcc lar, but at m.jamek. aku tgh jalan tetiba ader orang debik aku ngan buku! ganaz tol. hehe



malam tuh gi tgk the day after 2moro with susu, bb and pjot. aku plg suke ayat last skali..."have u seen the air so clear?". have u?



adly was admitted to SJMC smalam. memula kat klinik suspected appendix. but nana said something like infection. i haven't got the chance to visit him yet. nak pegi sana sini nak kena jaga. besoookk then.

2 days in a row bump into budak KRP @ klcc. Monday, saw Bahaq-Kawanku. Spontaneous reaction...i kinda hide my face behind my burger. And today, tnampak Medya aka Med aka Riyatama depan tgv. yossshh! sok kena g klcc lagik, who's gonna be next?

Latest book in progress: Dante and Romantics



Last nite, ader la jugak kena redah air yang melimpah from sg klang. but not that bad like last time. maybe sbb aku sangkut kat opis lagik time tuh. phew! sib! banyak kejer la now nih! busan. it all became ROUTINE!

nak balik! waaa! ujan lebat giler. nih baper lama punya air yang terkondensasi daa. dah turun, tunggu punya tunggu makin lebat la plak, ngan petirnya. terpaksa la naik balik. 3rd floor banjir la plak. ujan masuk ikut tingkap atas, udah jadik cam air terjun. elok lak tingkap tuh facing tangga, bes jer tgk dia mengalir kat carpet. abis sumer archive folder kat stor atas. sok konpem bau masam! dahler a2 paling dekat ngan pintu. eiiss!



burink! burink! hopefuli m.jamek tak banjir like last time. aku takmo naik boat!

Latest book in progress: Accelerated Best Practice *yawn!*



Just checked jaring balance. same amount for the last 5 months: RM86.17. next month a2 nak check lagik, diaorang updet ker tak. ari tuh gi anjung mimos, the staff said my last usage for the account is sept 2003. tuh dia, i was offline dat long? hukala, tetiap malam aku men intenet tuh apo kobondo? tapi bill tepon still charge dial up. aar camno diaorang kira nih? diaorang nih tanak deduct ker, rungsing lak aku tgk amount tuh sama jek RM86.17. koh koh!

My new project: The Big Mug

Latest book in progress: Is God a Scientist?



The hot weather is unbearable. Balik, singgah makan cendol ngan pasembor tepi jln kat LRT KJ. Today Karen spose to collect her books. But she did not turn up. Hari tuh beria mintak...dia bagi buku tuh masa aku darjah 6, only now dia mintak balik. sungguh buruk siku dia! she said she GAVE with a heavy heart, sbb dia runnin out of space dat time. there, she said give not borrowed! dah bagi maknanya bagilar kan...cengini ker kazen?! susah² aku naik stor attic tq pon takder. dahler claim aku simpan buku judith mcnaught dia, lagik la hangin. yang de sumer buku lama² sweet dreams, sweet valley, 90210, nak amik, hamiklar! aku siap cakap, we shud charge u 12 years storage. just collect asap we oso ran out of space. huhu! truih x reply dah.

Pix at Tupai-Tupai and Neilis uplod oredi. sket jer a2 letak...enjoy.

A great weekend. almost....pretty worn-out tho. so much things catch and do. Friday dinner at Tupai-Tupai wit 13 ppl.







Saturday dinner @ Nailies ngan bebudak poolai, 8 ppl.







Sunday....huhu. didn't sleep the whole nite straight after came back from dinner. pagi rushing sana sini. and then i was thrown outta the room. painting time. :D i chose cat blue karer called 'moody' but i find the color very inviting. it's like its always bedtime. till then nite...boit

Blogger havin new interface! *yeay!* looks cute. secondly, there's G4 in da house. wohooo. i can't do my job because its so dem slow and if bukak psp and illus sure keras. baru drag baper file. duh! soo jill antar ler G4 dia. :D



my plan tonite was to go to Jusco ade Jcard Day. giler bapak jam. ilang unsur² keterujaan nak shopping! truih straight gi carrefour. aar tensen.

Happy Mother's Day to all the mommas in da world. Dulu² leh ler share wit nana beli flowers and gift to mom, family dinner...but now dah tader chance nak wat tuh sumer :( there's just too much that time cannot erase. so i called mak yah, a so-called mother to wish. huhu...bunyik cam sungguh tharu.



and owh...bapak akunyer flower horn is now declared deceased (yeker?). after sminggu nyawa² ikan, smalam tamatlah riwayat. sedey la plak. bapak aku siap nak wat post-mortem tgk ader ak ikan tuh makan ikan plastik mainan yang dia boh dalam aquarium tuh, sbb suspek satu ilang. heish! cam kijam jer bedah ikan belaan. ikan tok makan takper la. peh tuh baru dia decide tanam jer kat depan umah. manalar tau tumbuh pokok de buaian. cam citer bawang putih bwg merah. huhu leh lar aku nyanyi kat stu..."aku nak kawin ngan anak rajaaa!" aar melalut!

Bad Hair Day



a new haircut which i really hate :( waaaa! naper keep going to salon yang tukang gunting punya rambut sndr pon buruk? ontahler aku pon tatau for the last 8 years aku slalu g sana. loyal regular customer :P



aku EL ari nih. malas nak gi kejer. hahah ekceli de benda len nak kena wat, and since tader dateline kat opis aku decide tok ponteng. tapik benda tuh still x smpt siap gak. hmph. so tpaksa refer to shin pai. petang rush gi bangsar jumpa dia. pergh bebaju mlayu siap bersampin huhu! pass cds and sample to him rush lak gi krinchi jumpe susu. from telekom kitaorang made a move to bb's opis. sampai sana dah nak magrib. so tpaksa ler susu bukak posa dalam opis....sian minum air kotak jer. and then gi makan kat tom yam 2000. bb's treat! yeah....tq! and then gi Jusco WM. lepak @ Starbuck pon disponsored gak by bb's fren, Zul. sempoi ah! thanx guys! drank caffein tuh yang still takleh tdo lg kot at this hour.



Speaks softly

People will listen

Take your time

The World will wait

Main editor, Quadir for Democracy & Civil sent some info bout his book launchin event which will take place in Seoul at the Korea Democracy Foundation this May 8th. Gaya cakap cam 'jom pi korea' huhu. However there's a note that he's surprised (unpleasant surprise ler kiranya nih) to see vol I and II differs where his name appeared 2nd rather than 1st in Volume II since he was the main editor of the whole project. Duh! Dia nih pelupo kot..he's the one who marked transposed with 2nd editor Lele in his marked proof and i tot he's being nice and fair. Shirley had to dig out ol email and pdf the marked proof back to every editor to ring a bell. itu pon nak jadik issue.



Buku lom launch lagik he oredi query to palgrave bout possibility in paperback edition. this piece of info to academic-author-wannabe, the publisher will keep an eye on sales and monitor progress of the hardback edition closely. the possibility of a future paperback edition will be based on marketing and commercial factors: strong sales in hback, coupled with marketing analysis of the potential for the book to be taken up core-course books for students at post-graduate level. if the books fulfill these criteria then paperback will be considered 12 months or so following initial publication hardback.



And today...i never seen so many repeating word of 'monstrous, monstrosity' in one book. ulang lagik dan beribu kali lagik...ergh! rasa cam nak jadik monster jer ngadap benda yang sama! Title buku dia pon de word monstrosity. :P Sticky note: the most frequent reference, Slavoj Zizek, a professor of philosophy and psychoanalysis. saper dia nih? hebatkah dia? banyak naw author refer to his writings. hmph...

cuti panjang rasa cam cuti skolah lak. huhu! attend wedding fynaz & adam, gi makan? here and there, jumpa yulie, teez and toad yang lama giler tak jumpa. thanx toad and yulie drop by umah aku! sunday de okestra DBKL with artist performance kat stadium sini and ader pertunjukan bunga api. i was hang around at the porch dalam gelap minum teh when suddenly bunyi meletup?. i had a really good view of the 15 minutes bunga api show.



i ekceli workin on monday. heh...jill and eric came over to gimme a freelance project (publishing gak). Jill waste no time...she called me the day after reunion setup appointment. so they were here at my house gimme some glance and briefing what's the whole thing about. part of it is design kad raya (maybe) :P sooo after they blah, i straightly start workin. haha! monay! monay!



and today...lepaih toad balik aku lak sambung kejer? ngecat umah. touch up jer ekceli, mana? dinding yang de mural painting by 2 street painter kat dalam umah nih. btw nana dare me on somethin. huh! i might do it! this weekend...IF aku rajin ar. masalahnya aku tak rajin! but dare is a dare :-|

Last nite went to Equtorial Otel meet up with x-Bandaraya classmate. sumer muka len giler...i almost din recognize em. haha. the food was greatt! pix later...

nak tcekik aku tgk price listing for saturday nite fever theatre. mmg mahal bangat if oberseas punya. cam cats ngan fame dulu pon...cemana leh luper the very 1st reason tak jadik tgk! duh! sumernya 3 digit wpon tak dibundarkan! rm125++. syiok ar zrett dah tgk kat UK. tskkk

just registered with gmail by googles (beta version). another email account...huhu! 1000mb. who could resist! b4 nih banyak kali aku try nak register the most ridiculous longest email ever at abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijk.com but to no avail. the links balik² masuk page yang sama. hampeh!

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Yesterday was Didi's 3rd burfay! Celebrate among us jer...itupon nana cakap dia tanak buat. tapik cam tak bes lak...its family lil tradition. sooo I bought 10 slices of cake different flava @ Secret Recipe, sate etc. he said "acu beli cake didi" awww yes i am...takper makin kering $$ pon xper. makan! makan!



Saturday, pagi tadik saja gi kejer lambat. tanda protes kecik! no deadlines....so mostly i doze off in front of ma G4. there is no way you could contain any excitement for workin' on saturday and with no internet hooked up. Balik singgah KLCC pass cds to shin pai and had lunch there. bump into bubbly kak anis. she's more cun these days! and then there's AIM @ 8.30pm...pretty bored to me. the host (who would laugh @ harith's jokes?), the performance. *yawn* clap² to the rockers (man kidal, nash, awie, may), anuar zain, and mnasir feat spider. huhu...tringat konsert diaorang kat JB dulu. pak taaaaaammm! =D dolu ferhad nyanyi lagu mlayu skali trus ngetop, and now reshmonu wpon 1-2 songs. see any resemblance? ermph...in between x tak tgk sgt yang aku nampak ct de kat pentas few times lagikla busan...layan america's next top model gik bes

Once upon a time, there was a design firm in the Antarctic called The Waddlingtons Creative Company. Penguins made up most of the staff. Susan wanted to be one of those penguins. Waddlingtons had a reputation for originality and Susan was definitely an original. What luck! She got an interview on her very first try



When she arrived at the firm's iceberg, she was amazed to discover the birds followed themselves in an endless circle. Everything was a variation on what was successful when the studio first began. A regurgitation of that which had gone before. Susan thought that's fine if you're feeding your young, but it's not a way to design. And they never looked up. Each just watched the heels of the penguin in front of her



"What's wrong with you penguins?" she demanded, stamping her webbed orange foot.

They ignored her. They kept passing old concepts back and forth, crossing out old names and scribbling in new ones.

"Where's your direction?" She began stamping both orange webbed feet. Somebody snuffed at her.

"What happened to the innovative company that changed the way polar bears dress and harbor seals buy film?" Susan jumped up and down flapping her undersized wings



There was a thunderous crack under her feet and her world tilted. Actually it was the iceberg. Oops, she thought, did I do that? But then the real culprit - a local killer whale, and notorious society critic - rose out of the ocean and smashed his head into the studio. The sound of ice shearing boomed over Waddlingtons and they started sliding into the ocean



"We have to think of a way to get out of here!" Susan shook as many penguins as she could. One finally told her, "We've never had that concept before," as he sank closer to the giant teeth.

I gotta get out of here, Susan thought. She couldn't swim for it. Suddenly, she had a brilliant idea - and quickly built herself a catapult out of pencils and old inner tubes



The studio finally sank and everyone was eaten by the whale. Everyone, that is, save Susan, who pulled a lever and soared high over the water. She eventually opened her studio and had many more brilliant ideas







Source: Eyewire ®

mlm smalam gi Summit TENGOK orang men bowling. yang paling menyerlah malam tuh ngan banyak strike, Din, Wawa, Akmal and Mad. yg paling rilex, Am kot. heheh 1st game maintain jer, 2nd game haaa mik ko. peh tu gi late supper kat USJ gak smp 2 a.m. balik crash umah wawa ngan objektif utama, str8 to sleep. zt siap bet lagik yang kitaorang takkan bangun nyer pagi tuh. huhu...berjaya beb. time wawa anto ke opis, i'm the first one yang sampai. pintu pon x bukak lagik. sabo jelah.



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i dunno when the Big Tree put up the ad at LRT, but I just saw it...twice and its awesome. between M.Jamek station and Dang Wangi, there's a sequence images on the tunnel's wall. so when you look thru the window, the images move like a running film when the tren pass by. 1st time tgk, terkujat ler gak...yelah tgh stare dinding tunnel yang gelap tetiba kuar kaler biru countdown, 5-4-3-2-1. and then starts kuar gambar pompuan slowly hold wording 'captivate'. tergawking jap. wow! it was too fast i cannot catch product per. but i likeee!!! huhu!



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Gus van Sant (director) in statement, said he wants to release a film bout grunge scene. and more focussing on nirvana and of koz Kurt Cobain. awww...saper la dapat blakon jadik Cobain! or David Grohl...kih kih kih!

ari nih 3rd floor half empty. mzln cuti, eila dok backroom, sara and dom masuk qc room. huhu...bes giler layan tdo. sampai swing²...mata cam de gam! tgh ari gi jumpa chul kat ayob since dia planned nak turun Maybank DJ ajakler lunch sesama. lama gak tak jumpa dia nih. nak dekat staun kot.



i was thinkin nak masuk contest Drypers...menang dapat Naza Ria cam iklan kat tv tuh! huhu! the rules is to form the most creative grafix kat keta naza ria tuh like letak gambo family behind the wheels dengan muka yg sronot giler. cewah cam hebat jer aku nak main ngan potosop...tader idea satu not too mention creativity! tapik teruja nak masuk coz takder slogan. hahah. siap dah soh lan scan kan gambar keta Naza tuh. kalo rajin buatler...kalo takder idea, biarle keta tuh jadik wallpaper aku jer.

my morning starts @ 4.00 a.m when tok uchop ring the house bell non-stop. aku amik masa agak lama nak compute tuh bunyi aper. my dad pon kelam kabut bangun. tok cop sampaikan brita dat our neighbour, pakcik hj. Jumali, imam surau kat sini, merangkap husband makcik ngaji aku, had passed away. Al-Fatihah. wpon aku takder la kenal sangat...tapik i dunno why, pemergian dia rasa cam satu kehilangan. especially to community kat sini.



kat opis lak...ader brief session and training from DHL staff. diaorang nak updet & config new shipment system. from DHL easyship to DHL connect. series penin ngan GUI baru tuh! memangler details but too many buttons to click, too many fields to fill! my opismate sumer tak bagi baper good response to that new appz. maybe sbb dah besa guna yang lama, so susah nak timer yang baru. but still, its true, the GUI schucks and dem confusing!



balik drop by KLCC. makan kat 1901 with susu. tgh burak² skali nampak adi bangla. stride dgn penuh konpiden dan machonya, rambut ikat. huhu! sungguh² dia senyum, slow his pace pastuh dia trus blah. cheit. bukannya nak stop tanya kabar ker. hampes sungguh classmate ku itu!

8TV jumped one episode of Alias! deliberately! but when ethan hawke hit the screen...aww! those eyes! those mesmerizing eyes! takper aku maapkan 8tv.

saturday after work pegi klcc to feast eyes with cleo's 50 most eligible bachelor. yang ensem bleh kira ngan jari...itu pon takder lar ensem giler. the best part is when they do the meringue. huhu! malam tuh trus demam. tak teruja pon tgk bachelors tuh cemana leh demam? and i'm sending a big appology to cik ZETTY! sorry my dear! but you have better one...muahahaha!



such a wasted having fever during weekend! takleh MC. hmph! *sigh!!*

Author for SPC emailed saying dat I sent the shipment to the wrong address again! ahakz...the first time, she tot it was DHL's mistake when the parcel stuck somewhere between Birmingham and Oxford. Which both parties finds it very odd. I am so sure that I key in the correct add! Rupa²nya she retired from Univ. of Birmingham 3 years ago! lorrr ish! Bis tuh naper Macmillan tulih address Birmingham in client's hand-over form? Aku pon x bothered check her cover letter ekceli ader current add in Oxford. kes! kes! so lambat ler 2-3 ari dia nak timer parcel tuh. sabo yek cik Waters!

monday lepak @ cinnabon, I had classic, susu had choc and kewl glass bottle of mineral. immediately replace plastik mineral kat opis with this one. hehe! tuesday makan kat Mama a nyonya restaurant ngan bebudak opis. we ordered kerapu masak asam pedas (taste perfect), ayam inchi bun, and kerabu kacang botol (sedap giler!). definitely worth it spending here! wednesday melepet kat Strudel. i had cake apo kobondo tah namanya yang tsangatlah flat rasanya. no more cakes from Strudel.



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ari nih ari rabu. pagi tadik sblom datang kejer aku make sure aku mandi spt besa. adakah nih dikira updet?? kes! kes!

Pepagi mak yah and pak mat datang melawat di tatkala aku lom mandi lagik. thehe...sungguh aku rasa bersalah sbb dah lama tak gi visit dia. dia yang tak sihat pon datang tgk aku yang tlebey sihat nih. she's the best nanny ever from the 3rd month i was born :D and today is gurls day out ngan bebudak geesix xcept rina yang couldnt make it. from krinchi with ais yang tgh flu (dats the spirit!) jumpa wawa and zect then gi Shah Alam...umah Fad. Irma was already there. makan gitu² (quite banyak ekceli) and then baru kuar pegi makan bebetol at JJ. balik sampai around 8. and tomoro...its MONDAY again! urghh!

Brian tarik balik surat resign dia today...because he received a letter from his so-called future employer stating that they couldn't offer the position any longer. Giler...sukati co. tuh jer nak wat cenggitu. They jeorpadizing other ppl's job by offering it in first place! Brian said he felt like suing the co. Luckily Alicia didn't make any scene somethin like "ooo memula dapat kejer baru eksen, skang nak kejer balik ngan aku, bleh blah" hehe. kalo tak...gigit jari ar brian. tetibe jer jobless.



Cemana nak konpem ngan co. baru tuh they will wait for us until we had 1 month notice from ol company? Verbal confirmation is not a guarantee like in this case. But unlikely they're going to issue an employment letter within 1st week after interview ayt? Aku pon blur bab nih. hmph...



btw latest new bout Des where Hogan told Irma who told me dat he joined Tentera Udara Malaysia. huhu! sungguh² aku gelak. Des siap warning Hogan not to tell me bout this...and rasa²nya i know why. and soklan irma yang bes, cemana dia pumping ar? koh! koh! koh!

Had farewell pizza during lunch. It's weng's last day. And today oso, Brian and Tim gave their resignation letter. Comin up next Monday would be Domina. Tskk...i felt so discourage! I luv this job...but i need to get outta here.

credit Jaring dah bis, during weekend lak tuh!...penat jer dial-up lagik dan lagik. kwang! kwang! kwang!

ari nih kejer dalam panic mode. first, EUTS author sent an email in fits saying that his book subtitle is wrong. me and sara traced back ol emails to see wether the subtitle is confirmed. punyala banyak buku mana lar aku nak ingat jap tukaq nih jap tukaq nama tuh. first globalization and then globalism, but John Smith decided to use globalization. and now...author tuh insist nak buku dia called globalism. whateva the difference does it make? tak kosa lak aku nak bukak dictionary. soo saper yang salah skang? takkan nak blame John...dia pon client. thehe. shirley contacted John, and the book is already in printing tinggal nak bind jer! series shit. muka memasing kinda panic. takut alicia naik mengamuk jer...which she always does whenever any books goes wrong. aku x penah kena lagik...could this be my first time kena sembur? *brrr!!* tapik slamat ler lagik buku tuh tak bind, and john takder make fuss, maybe dia pon realize his mistakes, aku pon cecepat antar PDF corrections. pepandai ler orang sana masukkan in between. author tuh pon satu time cakap buku nih dah final stage tanak check. dah antar printing baru nak kalut...buat orang menggelabah jer!



second, i kinda eksidently harrass WY's file. the one he intended to post in his blog i guess. nih sumer wani nyer kejer. dia jumpa, pass kat aku without me noticing its ekceli a shortcut file. habit dies hard...aku trus type msg in it to reply to wani. peh tu baru ler sedar tuh WY punya...and i'm spose to tumpang baca only. not to do anything wit it! menggelabah tok kesekian kalinya. terpaksaler aku blank save file tuh. and biler WY bukak 2moro...surely dia akan terkejut beruk benda yang dia penat² bermadah dah takder. waaaa...insap jap! tanak dah wat kejer cenggini! moral, jangan bukak orangnya file directly from their HD. kalo nak copy masuk HD sendiri!!! ayat insap ker nih?

After undi smalam, headed to Mid Valley to meet up Saha. and Fini. Saha promised a lunch treat so gagah ler jugak tetengah ari buta kuar g jumpa dia. Had pizzas, burak² and then balik. Thru conversation...well guess 'some' would know what 'happen'. btw fini kem salam kat x-roomate dia, wawa and oso everyone else, rina, zect, and sesapa lah yang mengenali diri dia.



And today...since Pak Lah tak declare cuti, aku wat cuti sendiri. Ponteeeng!! at 6.00 a.m bapak bang my door, "hang dah lambat, bangun!", and at 7.00 my sista bang the door again, "weh tanak g kejer ker", at 8.30, eila called me twice and wani smsed asking where am i. hampess...sumenya kaco aku tdo! yang besnya lagik, wawa pon ponteng...still kat kuantan! muahahah!



+++ Happy Birthday to TOAD!! Big beary hug for you. +++

2moro, i'm goin' out to vote, to fulfil my responsibility as citizen of malaysia. cewahhh!! dulu² if vote for MPM-UTM main blasah jer pilih mana² muka ensem and cun. heheh...but this time tgk logo jek, i think?! aku akan membuang undi kat skolah depan lorong umah, smBTR. dekat gitu...cuma bapak aku sorang je yang len kat taman tenaga. musykil sungguh.



anyway...CHOOSE TO VOTE ;) XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

i'm sinking everytime karupillay dengan manjanya calling "lisssaaaa" across the room every half hour, even less. since when nama aku jadik sulisa ntahle. yang lenlain pon nyahut everytime she does that, croakin' in harmony "lissaaaa" ewww! Joblist pon de 2 different names of me. One with 'z' and the other is 's'. duh!



Done and over with previous book entitled Motherhood and Disability. Kinda like reading Chicken Soup for the Soul. Painful facts and experience about disabled mothers and how they deal with it. bes jugak. and now, workin on a book called OC. Full title On Clausewitz, which doesn't sounds interesting as in short form. Burink! cuba bagi aku buku wat buku citer cam shopaholic ker hatta buku mills and boon skalipon. terang sket mata. gawd, felt terribly restless! consume and intoxicate me puhlease!

last nite after 10p.m, pak long and the family came over. 5 bijik keta...huarghhh! skali skala family from penang nak mai burak. cuti skolah lar katakan. (^o^).

series aku bantai gelak baca bebudak nih nyer caption gambar aku ngan walad @ fsksm. kalah headlines magazine! *lol*



From: zetty (11 Mar 2004 23:44)

"tidakk!!..itu hanya gossip" kata soul kepada wartawan yg sempat menemuramah beliau



From: waswas (12 Mar 2004 09:21)

"no komen, no komen", kata walad



From: Anonymous (12 Mar 2004 09:34)

sape tanye lebih2 aku fire kang.. 'kata soul'



From: gen_juro (12 Mar 2004 09:55)

"padan jugak budak 2 ekor ni " kata rina



From: akmal (13 Mar 2004 05:17)

"ensem nyer pakwe dia" kata alia



From: waswas (13 Mar 2004 09:10)

"kami hanya berkawan rapat,itu hanyalah gosip", soul berkata



From: zetty (13 Mar 2004 09:54)

"Dia adelah bodyguard saya, no affair at all.." tambah soul kepada wartawan...



From: Anonymous (13 Mar 2004 16:16)

"celebriti rupanya dia tuh " kata receptionist itu

Weng handed in his resignation letter today. Waaaa....dia blah dulu! I always had interesting conversation with him in spite of his habit snatching my morning paper, everyday! Member tunggu bus sesama, lambat datang kejer sesama. Well...ppl come, ppl go. we say goodbye, and move on. Hope he have better prospect in his new job.



I had six finalized books today. Pretty confusing when it all renamed to ISBNs. Hope didn't mix up anything. It was huge relief after todays shipment. Phew!! Balik, Shirley gave a ride to LRT. Btw, there's one ol guy at M. Jamek who became a regular street singer there. His instrument...an ice-cream tub (tupperware). Hardly understand what he's singing tho...but i caught few keywords like aint got no money, disloyal women, whatsoever. Guess he's singing about life...but I wouldn't consider it to be called singing. Lets just say it's an artistic performance...something different.

Cuti² Mesia...weekend gateway in PD. A blast!! really had a good time there. Saturday nite, bbq by the beach till midnite. sha la la by the twins and fawaz. sunday mornin' b'fast, naik banana boat, get thrown out from the boat, mandi kat pool, main tarik tali then mandi kat laut plak. pack barang, check out, momentous session, then, headed to Teluk Kemang for lunch. Pastuh gi Senawang, umah pakcik zet, lepak jap. and then balik. I'm drained of energy. balik umah, after dinner around 9++ trus flat.



today bangun gi kejer baru rasa all my muscles aching! nak pusing 45° pon susah. but it was all worth it! Plug to zect for details. Sham pon dah uplod laporan penuh + album @ fsksm (^o^)





before





after

ujan lebat giler kol 5 tadik. so lepak @ lotus with eila, weng, hambali and alid pekena teh, megi goreng and roti canai. and then called mazlan paksa dia turun so dat he joined us and then send us to lrt. thehe...around 6 baru we all make a move. nampak akhak ngan abhang @ bus stop hailing cab. jumpa lagik @ KJ station, and then abg turun @ tmn bhg so dat he can accompany akhak tunggu bus. adeh sakit usus aku tgk lakonan drama-yusof-haslam nih. tataular baper lama episod cerekarama nih...skang dah masuk season II where akhak dah engage ngan orang len and still flirting with abhang. Thickening plot and twisted ending, i'm sure. why am i even bothered..well because i hate two-timer!



dlm tren susu called n said she's heading KLCC. aper lagik...joom! 2 days straight @ KLCC after work :P. There's Ralph Lauren Fragrance-Blue promo going on @ concourse level. I realllllyy like the parfum, it smells...fresh!!! big screen viewing full version ad of Blue, yang kat tv dah dipotong². beach house prop at the corner by the pool. endless striking blue skies background. rite now i'm thinkin' want to buy onot? ermph...rm180++ beb! eu de aerosol ader ak? sure murah one!

Day 5...still with stomach ache and CB thingy. Dehydrate aku cenggini. Promised myself not to take any cili, belacan or whatsoever yang sewaktu dengan pedas. tapik tabley arr...tempting!



Tomoro is Joe Millionaire last episode i think. Dah lama tak folo this game but I wanna know who's the winner and how that construction worker gonna break the news. Something like...hey i'm actually not a millionaire! U just been fooled! And all over the world is watching you fooling yourself over me. Seriously I found this game absurb and exploiting woman.



America's Next Top Model dah bis. I was ekceli hoping Elyse became the winner. But then Adrienne okay gak. She won Revlon contract! Huhu...cool!

After meet up wit Wawa @ Kl sent, I headed to M.Jamek as usual. Time nak turun tangga, someone tapped my shoulder. A mid-age chinese guy smiling at me, staring and smiling. Blank. who the heck is this? I said what? and then he said wrong person. duh...dia turun tangga half way dia naik balik. i turned back and saw him grabbing a guy yang tgh naik tangga and then pegang? his hands, his bag, pushing him to the wall. that guy struggle to break free in blur state. Hoh...berderau darah aku. konpem tiz guy is maniac. just imagine, punyalah hectic M Jamek at that time, still orang tuh brani buat cengitu in public. i started walking in daze and tgk balik that psycho, dah turun tangga. hampes. tpaksa aku lari masuk star and get ready to scream and kickin' if he suddenly decides to attack me. haha biler citer balik cam klako...tapik time tuh menggelabah ler gak. well...thats how it goes. screaming is the best weapon at panic time to get attention or help :P i'm gettin a pepper spray!

Ooo yeah yearghh...The Orange County on air, at 10.45 p.m, every Saturday, on 8TV. Wuhuuu...1st viewing already got me glued. like almost everyone kept raving about.

Friday nite...accompanied Bapak to Utusan's Kelab Veteran, KVUM or pronounce as Kevooom. hehe. The dinner was held in PWTC. Door gift would be none other than mags published by Utusan, URTV dan sespecies dengannya, and some sponsors like Maggie, etc. All the penyanyi jemputan malam tuh sungguh membusankan...nash, aris ariwatan, nana+achik, and ader lagik yang aku tak kenal, Datin Rosmah (DPM's wife) oso sang. Sumernya nyanyi lagu dolu?, dahler tuh, diiringi oleh okestra RTM plak. couldn't be any more happening. And then A. Samad Said cite a poem. pastuh sesi melawak by Yusof Chong (gini kot spelling)+aziz satar.



Jumpa balik pakcik² yang dulu slalu lepak kat opis bapak zaman kecik? dolu. yang bagi aku main cutter blade, pastuh menggelabah when i cut myself. ader ke tadah blood ngan paper A4...seriau!! yang slalu bagi buku tok aku conteng. yang slalu banjer makan cup cake 30 sen kat kedai mamak. it's all my childhood memories. and all the makcik² kept on cupping my face saying I resembles mom's look. emo jap. and then as predicted their 1st sentence to my dad upon seeing me...nih betol anak hang ker? ingat bini baru tadik. hahaha...uih dah remaja skang. :P



As always...I never have any luck in lucky draw. pthhh...kalo dapat main prize dia, 2 tix to Cairo. pergh...takpon DVD player jadik ah. hampes skali. len kali kena kasi mandrom sket no. tuh.

Splitsville

Finally the perfectly sick plastic couple, Barbie and Ken split up after 43 years of dating. One of the reason is due to Ken's reluctance to get married, and Barbie had found someone new, a surfer (how kewl can it be?). adeh sakit perut aku gelak. does Mattel really need to break 'em up? :D

[more: dividing the dollhouse]



I've seen The Bratz on display, Barbie's biggest rival. These dolls are more realistic in a way of fashion, teen-wannabes mindset, proportioned bodies, exotic looking faces and edgy wardrobe. Seriously aku pon bleh jatuh cinta ngan My Scenes dolls. kalo tak mandang umur, bleh gak wat collection. heh!

Low is quitting the job. Me, Tan and Weng gigit jari jeles tgk dia dah nak blah. It feels like watching your fren graduate

earlier than you. Karu plak saja carik pasal pegi carik Alicia soh jangan approve the resignation letter. Conflict tahapa² yang saja dicomplicated kan.



after work, had dinner @ Neilis, Ampang with Inot, Susu and BB...celebr8 sempena Inot going to futher study and pursue her career as a teacher. I had sheperd pie. Burak² sambil bersila sampai kebas kaki. And then we headed to Jusco, since Inot de lagik buying list yang tak lengkap. Anyway I wanna wish Inot all the best in her new path. You alreadeh got the look...the teacher-look. hehe!! hope you'll have a great time in Perlis.



Oso...Happy Burfday to Fadh!! Slamat ari warga tua...cecah 24 beb! (^o^)

Monday...at home! hahaha...rest kengkonon lepaih balik from Wani's wedding @ Chemur yesterday. Went there with 7 others in 2 cars. Mok and his gf back out last minute at 2 a.m, but that didn't dampen our mood. I dropped at Universiti, naik keta gabak, alid ngan eila...huru hara ah jawabnya. serius penat gelak, nak mengantuk pon tabley...Sampai Chemur around 12.30 trus makan. and then the gurls gi tgk wani da pengantin...ahakz. lepak² amik gambo. time bersanding tuh meriah coz colleagues memasing koji and wani nak merenjis. pelamin pon len dari yang lain. ader butterfly lagik, which ekceli one of x'mas props for midvalley decor. hahah...since koji works there and dia yang wat menatang tuh, hapa lagik. time diaorang nak start bersantap...kitaorang pon blah. objektif dah tercapai! heheh. and then stop at tapah...shopping pamelo and jambu. Time balik tuh, the other driver, maziah, she kinda drive recklessly, folo keta depan rapat², jap melencong kiri kanan. Lan yang kat dalam keta tuh dah macam kura²...kepala jap naik jap turun, jap² tgk kitaorg kat blakang with a 'help-me!!!!-look'. Kim plak bantai tidoq so Lan cuak ler sensorang. Lan offered to drive, maziah tak bagey coz its her car. lawak ler gak tgk lan kat dalam tuh siap sms lagik...dia tgh menggelabah.

sampai kl, raining...stop at krinchi drop eila off. and then Lan naik ngan kitaorang. gabak offered to send me home since akuler yang shopping limau bali ngan jambu paling banyak skali, agaga. berat siut!



p.s: sori toad...tak sempat aku nak jumpa hang. offer ko soh aku turun kat tol tuh memang tempting! whoooaaaa!!!

Zect left KL 3 hours ago. Off she goes to Australia with one whole family for holiday. hope she have a good time there.



"Justin Timberlake performs with Janet Jackson during the halftime show at Super Bowl XXXVIII between the New England Patriots and the Carolina Panthers at Reliant Stadium in Houston, Texas"



This 'incident' of JJ and JT as they claim as 'wardrobe malfunction'...whaddaya think? deliberately yeah i'll get u naked by the end of this song or whoops...oh migosh, it ripped!!!



I received a letter from KFC today...not that they're offering me a position...but a prize for KFC TeenVantage Contest (LOTR). It was 2 buckets of chickens. I'm hoping to get the gold plated ring...tapik dapat yang nih pon bolehla. ahakz!

MAS new launched advertisement series is fun to watch. The kangaroo, the bear, and the tagline. Did I hear right, at the end of the bear ad, the bear-voice-over said 'fed-up'??? but its still cute tho! And now a gazette of Putri Gunung Ledang, which going to hit the screen sometime soon. Wawa and Zet surely going ooohh-aaahh over M.Nasir. *wink*



Just donloded iTunes for Window. Can't play almost half of my list. Its the same list I have for my Mac. Why eh? I don't see any config needs to be change. Maybe I missed somethin' in there. But whadda heck. As long it can convert cd audio to mp3 in style. hehe!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!!



p.s: yeah aku rasa tsangatlah busan!

lalu kl sentral, i got clear view of urbanscapes concert platform and tons of booth at the parking lot. aww sronotnya. why does it have to be on raya eve! darn!! kalo takder tix pon leh wat kejer giler ulang alik naik lrt from CM back to KL sent just to feel the paahtty! muahahha...but no sound lar. on transit @ m.jamek...there's lion dance show going on, rite in the middle of pave side between Star and Putra. the space is so limited, and the crowd is like wooh. dong dong dong chang...vibrate gegendang tlinga gua.



watched american idol for da 1st time. the audition is hilarious...some can be so pathetic. heheh...nak tgk yang batch kelly clarkson/ ruben. not sure tiz one who's the winner. and i heard there's going to be m'sia version, guess what. malaysian idol...duh! sumernya nak kena de label made in m'sia. previous there's m'sia pop star, and they form a group by'u. whateva happen to em. they sink after AF. and guess who's going to be the judges? harith-type again? urgh.

Just lurve Dido vidz for White Flag. David Boreanaz was starring in it! It's great to see him being a non-Angelus. Lurve the song, like the vidz.





Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be



And when we meet

As I'm sure we will

All that was then

Will be there still

I'll let it pass

And hold my tongue

And you will think

That I've moved on

Leypak at CG in Citrus Park just now. I didn't know they have a cute chef behind the counter! muahahaha! Oso take away yee sang...finally the craving ended! Heheh...



last nite pegi Ampang Point. I tot we're going to Jusco so I don't bother to change the-almost-ugly-shirt-alive-in-closet. So it happens, the driver decided to change venue to Ampang Point. Sampai sana...glad its close! huhu...so we ate nasi lemak sri pandan @ the nearest stall, then had 4 slices of cheese cakes @ secret recipe. Makan sampai tepu! Then pegi Jusco...and its OPEN. duh! grab 2 items! :D



saturday...its the ***kin' workin' day! tak gitu wawa??? sungguh hampes skali! this co. shucks! kemut! kedekut! bakhil! tell me waaaiiii!!!

Gong xi! Gong xi! Monkey rules! Ader orang datang braya umah aku tadik. ahahaha...pepagi dah kena hidang makanan. tinggal takder rendang, kacang ngan air oren jer. just kiddin'...it's only my sista's parents-in-law to pick up adly. he's goin' to have a swimmin' weekend. am i glad to hear that! :P



Oso HEPPI BURFDAY to cik ZETTY!!! wish u a burfday filled with all things that make you happy (^o^).

Top 5 lrt user need to be avoid



1. men who sit with spreading leg like he has big ball.

2. ppl who put their bag on a seat as if they’re paying seats for two.

3. ppl who’s carrying umbrella secara merbahaya like they’re ready to poke you any minute.

4. Unpleasant smell next to you can be suffocating. Especially wit cigarette smell.

5. ppl who likes to read paper in a crowded train. And others had to make space, yang sememangnya takde, for ‘em to flip their papers.



I've had 3 from the list today! Gosh it's annoying!!

had seafood lasagna and spaghetti bolognaise for lunch. yeah 2 dishes from pizza hut. haha. it's cheap can't help it...t'was like a price of 1 plate in dave's deli. and its quite good.



The past few weeks I had less problem from falling into sleep at the office. well...because there's a love drama script being passed over the network. it's a msg conversation. and me and wani take a peek at their mac every few minutes after they exchange msges. hehehe...they never bother to put on password, so what da heck... first couple between SH and WY, real life they never showed any interest on each other, they barely talk. but based on their 'phua chu kang-slang' messages...wuhuu! 2nd couple is between A and L. A have bf and plan to get married but at the same time playing off the fields wit L. this came out quite surprising coz all this time we tot L yang wasting his time courting for something he won't get. their dialogue skema giler..very yusof haslam-type. meremang² aku baca, tapik baca gak. mostly bantai gelak. kalah ayat karangan SPM.



its funny to see when they try to pretend in front of others, when you ekceli already know the truth. do i feel guilty reading their msg...erm no! hahaha. it's just for da sake of reading, not that i plan to use it to stabb ppl. who knows someone might oso hack my mac and read my msgs. ahakz...:P

Heyaaa…quite sometimes now. maleh nak updet…got flu. Which has nothing to do with updating tiz thang, I know! Haha…last Saturday went to San Peng, trader area, wit Susu. Well, we had a nice time browsing and bit disappointing since most of the shops are wholesale. No retail. Not to forget a lil incident where we became a language victim duh! Its very frustrating moment where we couldn’t get our tounges right!



Sunday, my next-door neighbour wedding, nona. Lilac-theme…very nice! And then…layan Fellowship of the ring, xtended version. Then comes Monday again. Still bugged wit flu. Sarjeet clearly trying her best to stay away from me…takut infected ler tuh. Hahha…quite a peaceful day. And the best part is, Alias is back on tv! Wuhuuu! Now there’s something to look forward on Monday, for a non-Astro subscriber like me…heheh. Bliss! :D



p/s: sori for those who tried to call or sms me. biler connected sure putus. its getting on my nerves now. oso, as for sms, forget gettin any answer in real-time. coz i would receive it 6 hours later. bullz!

Schucks! What do I have in early months of new year, 2004? Pile of bills from last month which costs me almost 2k! Whooaaaa!!! Baju baru takder...new shoes...mana de. So why am i paying this bills for? :P

I'm unexpectedly soo involved with Yatie's, my kazen engagement today physically and emotionally. heheh...the reception went smoothly @ first, guests datang, umah and khemah dah ready. tapik ader plak family blah pakcik jani buat muka biler makcik pakcik aku smp. what in the world is wrong with 'em? aper cina tabley gi majlis melayu? peh tu everything starts to spoil, when pak sedara pakcik jani soh yatie turun time nak sarung cincin. lorr...tuan rumah dah arrange naik diaorang soh turun. siap jerit² woi turunler cepat. menggelabah minah tu turun tak ready.



and then there's this one particular lady yang ntah aper talian ngan tuan umah, jenis suka spoil majlis, arrange itu ini, soh buat itu ini. Memang sakit ati. My sista paling frust skali coz she put all her efforts buat hantaran, decorate the room and everything. Dahler makcik tuh cakap cam petir memang nak carik gado...tak abis² cakap adat! paler hangguk dia... Abis hantaran sumer dah cam caca-marba! Yatie looks like to burst into tears any minute. Adeh...serius aku anti orang typical cenggini. Aunty aku pon speechless. Spoil! Spoil!

I always wonder how the book cover I layout for looks like xcept copy-editing title where Palgrave send me jacket proof.

Crazee I never thought before to search under Palgrave...duh! So did some keyword searching...tadaaa! Xcited to see those titles with a cover and tag as new!!. It doesn't look inviting enuff to read but on the inside I did that! The feeling is kinda different...heheh



Here's some...

Soothing colours eh?





New Case Book Series...it has same bg for all titles





Sydney who eh? Never heard of her...Tom Sawyer penahler





a lil bit of medic history here and there

Herrreee 2004!

Went to Times Square after work. Clothes hunting and dinner. Monorel still sucks! Nak boarding havta push it push it summore. Balik, countdown kat umah with droopy eyes. And then watch fireworks from the porch. peaceful! :D



Azam? Naaah...tiap² ari aku berazam. What's with 2003? A lil bit of tiz and dat...makes a whole lot. Hopefuli 2004 will bring a fresh start. Rajin kejer demi masa depan. but first of all tukaq kejer dolu. chayuukk!